Dance

What I like about this medium is the fact that I could let my fingers run free and just dance through the keyboards. No choreography. Merely spontaneous.

And that explains the randomness. And the ill-structured sentences. The awkward phrases.

Whatever.

I don't really write anymore these days. Except when my boredom is beyond..... Like now. My head is currently empty with nothing to express. So what I'm expressing are just utter crap. So don't even bother to read.

Here we go again.... Whatever.

Btw just so you know, there's a fine line between keeping a distance and you not caring at all. But that's okay. I think all of these are just a total absurd bullshits I don't need, especially right now. I'm not even fit for that position anyways. So yeah.

Whatever.

I just don't give a damn.

Not any more.

2:186

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious Most Merciful 
Salam Jumu'ah Mubarakah

"And when My servants ask you, [O Muhammad], concerning Me - indeed I am near. I respond to the invocation of the supplicant when he calls upon Me. So let them respond to Me [by obedience] and believe in Me that they may be [rightly] guided."

Just a short ayaah that touches the heart deeply. He is near. Where are you going? Just turn to Him, cause He's there all the time. For you. For despicable you. And you foolishly goes astray whereas He has always been here for you.

1. "If my slaves asked you about Me, tell them I am near." Allah tells Muhammad that He is near. That if we have anything to ask, ask him. Directly. Not even through the Prophet peace be upon him. Everyone messed up in their lives. But that doesn't mean we stopped having direct relationship with Allah. Notice the word "servants". So practically everyone, can have direct one on one relation with out Creator.

2. "I will respond to the call of the the caller". Allah open the invitation the everyone. He didn't mention I will only respond to the righteous or the believers or the good ones. But what did he say? "The caller". Again, anyone and everyone are open to talk to him in the spirits of du'a. And have faith. Believe him. 

3. "And they should try to respond to me too and believe in Me". The world "believe in Me" isn't just there for no reason. The caller has made a call to Allah. He has already believe in Him. Otherwise he wouldn't make the prayer in the first place. But what is Allah trying to tell us? If you don't get what you asked for, don't shatter your faith. Believe in Me. I have better things for you. Doesn't mean I don't respond to you. So chin up.  Take that worry of your face. I have better plans for you.

Indeed, Allah have the sweetest way to console our hearts and soul. And give us hope to never give up on our lives.

After all, He is near :)

Not too quick to judge

I'm not gonna go and say "Hi it's been awhile" cause it's too cliche.

Life as I grow up, feels so superficial. It wasn't like the good old days anymore. Where everyone could be friends with everyone. And everyone can say what they want, what do what they wanna do.

But I guess that's just how life is. There will be guidelines to everything. And by "guidelines" I don't mean rules or any formation of law regulations. That, I know is to keep the harmony in the society. Merely moulds or just norms we have to abide to. Especially in the community I'm living in. And like all other communities we live in this world, we have have cultures and traditions, to go through our lives day by day. But let's say someone had to not follow those shits, some personal issues maybe, or identity conflicts, or simply total confusion. The entire community in a split second judged their decisions as "deviance".

Well personally I have no problem with being in this community. I'll keep my anonymity and goes on with my life under the blanket. But what I'm seeing now is a new form of culture wave and the population starts pointing fingers and judge and tell stories. One thing leads to another.

I think it's an annual issue.

We were underestimated as well. I don't stand up for anyone though, for the record. But I do think that we can't be too quick to judge. Who are you to judge? You're not God, are you?