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 Well well well.

Look how far ive come from the last post.

Im now a mother of two. Business owner. Recently birthed my 2nd child. And im struggling to find the tune and rhythm to motherhood to 2 kids and work. My husband is always away working. It does get lonely. It does feels like im doing everything on my own and no one to rely on. But i have to do what i have to do. Cos mothers are strong and i have no choice but to be strong. 

Emotionally, i am better than when i birthed my firstborn. But im surviving. Most of the times i feel guilty of not paying attention to ihsan. And im still recovering from my csection it hurts m to cough, sneeze and to brrastfeed. I hope my cser wound heal fast. So i can be back on my feet. This is a reminder to myself that its not fun being sick and helpless. I should always be fit and look after my health. 

Hopefully i get my jives soon. Inshallah2. Its tough but i cannot stop.