Get Over It

It happens all the time.

The memories bombards itself in my head. Forcing me to scrutinize every single details that happened. Every single cells in my body tried fighting them back. Appalled, I am by myself. I never thought it would be this agonizing. Not to mention stupid as well.

When the dreams I dreamt toyed with me in my sleep, I know it was surreal. That it was mere fantasies. But I keep on rewinding the images in my head that it almost felt real. Perhaps I have gone crazy.

Or maybe.
I just can't stand the vagueness of the situation anymore.

I am lost for words.
And tears.

I just need to get over it.

Once and for all.
Even if a part of me refused to.